Let’s just say I really like you a lot

but its complicated

Dear Eunilyn,

=)

Dear Eunilyn,

Hello babe!, so you wanted me to write this thingy i should start by saying that you are a very special girl to me, you make me smile every time i talk or see you, you are very loving, caring , and VERY outgoing! I know that you are having rough times right now and i understand everything that you are going through but that’s okay i’m always here for you just give me a call/text whatever i’m here for you! I know all your past Ex’s have been treating you like crap and i think that is wrong to do that to a girl especially you. And i know you don’t want to fall for that wrong guy again but i’m different from the other guys you’ve been with in the past,  and i will give your time to get over everything before you start to move on. Well i don’t know what else to say but i hope you get everything straightened out, i don’t know what to say but i miss you alot! <3 Bye!

Sorry I’m giving you such a hard time, Maybe you should blame all the guys who broke me apart and damaged me from the past.

The least you can do right now is keep proving me wrong, I know most of the times I do give in but doesnt mean im ready to start the level with you. After getting hurt so many times I learned that, there’s no reason to rush love or anything. As much as I want to claim you as mines, I’m just keeping my guards up high this time because Im afraid to fall for the wrong guy again, & to get my heart torn apart. So if you really like me, want to be with me in the future. Prove me wrong even if it means talking to me for months without being labeled as anything because you will do anything just to take things really slow with me & will respect my feelings, and know when i’m ready again to be in a relationship. As long as your there keeping me company, making me smile, giving me good vibes just know your winning my heart slowly.

When you feel like giving up, rememeber why you held on for so long in the first place

But also, remember what’s best for you. I honestly, realized it’s never worth waiting for anyone. Even as much as you love that one person, they should never even bother to ask for space. It’s either your in for this relationship or not. A relationship is meant for two people to face every obstacle they need to go through to keep building their relationship to a higher level. It’s not just one person who’s doing every effort. After going through so much, based on my experiences, I think once a guy was to ever disrespect a girl, It’s not worth even staying because believe it or not there will be another guy out there that will do you better, and treat you the way you should be treated. Sometimes your story together will never turned out the way you expect it because one person decided to take the other path, and wanted to distant from everything, but also remember that even if it was never part of your plan, you gave me no other choice but to let go and fall for someone else s arms because you gave that other person that opportunity to take over your job. 

I don’t miss you. Well, not who you’ve become. I miss the boy I fell in love with, the one who taught me to love life & never care about what other people think. I miss the boy who had lost so much, but was always ready for what tomorrow brought. I miss the old you, but he seems to have gone & I guess that’s why I did too.

“You know, the right guy won’t get you to change. He won’t subtly pressure you. He won’t tell you who you can and can’t talk to about the two of you. He won’t hide the fact that you’re hanging out. He’s not gonna tell you you’re wrong for feeling; for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He’ll take it as slow as you want. He’ll only go as far as you’re comfortable with. He’ll take you out to places, even if it’s just a fast food place or the store. He’ll actually sit through your stupid girly Disney movies with you because he wants to watch them with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don’t settle. You deserve so much more.”

Even, where life takes me, you’ll always find me smiling.

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”